Right distance

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Our acquaintance, is entirely a coincidence; we know each other, is completely contrary to God; our distance, it is just right. Far does not close, ambiguous. We are just at such a distance is a wonderful state.
More recently, I will miss her, and want to get sleep, eat, will be down from the clouds [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], you will want to be with her, and she do not want separation. So I have to declare to her, let her accept me, and for life to go with me. And declare the result of nothing more than two.
one is she really as I would have to accept me. So [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], in order to fight two people together, it is necessary to overcome the obstacles one after another with us the difficulties to overcome these difficulties, though not impossible [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but it does a lot of time I will wear and tear and energy. These time and energy, and if I use in lesson planning, learning, and this can make my class more lively and interesting, the people who can skip class less absenteeism, fewer people could make as disappointed in me disappointed in the school where I. Therefore, in order to enable us together and spent the time and energy, is really a sin. How can I bear? !
Another result is that she refused me. After that two people can not always work that way, she will deliberately keep my distance, to save hurt me, or that I misunderstood what I still have a chance. Thus, even if we can continue to be friends, that will also form friend, and will not have heart to heart communication.
these two results are not what I want. The distance between us, you can not close.
the distance a little further if we are, nothing to rely on my heart, not a decline, life will become a no fun. Even during the day, I can for my students to upgrade themselves. However, it is inevitable in the dead of night, will feel lonely and helpless, and the emptiness. People to be able to lead normal lives, the spirit must have support. Without relying on the sun will rise not know where the earth will not know how to turn, people will not know the meaning of life, will become station also stood instability, and take also take the unstable, the body will lose balance, the soul will be floating.
such a life, not what I want, and our distance, no longer a little further.
can not be farther away, no longer close. Right away we can not only enjoy sweet like love [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], it does not taste the bitterness of love. Not only by eating into their time and energy, but also enable both parties to fully enjoy the freedom. This should be a rare realm, this should be difficult for some kind of balance.
this distance, just far past, I feel beautiful;
this distance, aloof, and even happiness.